Day 14: A Picture of You Last Year- How Have You Changed??
This was me last year
The picture was taken sometime between March and April.
What Has Changed About Me??
A lot has changed about me since this picture was taken, some for the good and some not;
- I have become more emotional since this picture was taken, I am finding it hard to adjust back to my life here at home with all the things that have been going on in my life,
- Not only have I become totally closed to people around me even those that I used to call my friends but sometimes I really do not care what they have to say especially when it comes to me. This is not because I have become ignorant but more so because I have just realised that I no longer find interest in the things that they find interesting.
- I have learnt to live life for me and not for other people or "follow the wind".
- I have become less opinionated about things. Okay, thats just crap!!! I am still opinionated about things but for some weird reason I have become more quiet about my opinions (this is not a good thing).
- I have however become more open to what people say about me and other things around me without me really getting myself (emotionally, intellectually (opinion) or physically) involved.
- As much as I have still kept to old relationships, I have however learnt to look at them from different angles and the angles that I do not like I have tried to change them and the once that I like I have kept to them but this also means that I have lost a lot of relationships along the way. But than you have to lose something to gain something else, right???
- I have learnt to look at life in a rather more simpler way than I did before. I have realised that life is as easy as drinking water and thats the beauty of it but we as humans always tend to complicate it by making mountains out of a mole hill and so I am learning how to just relax and enjoy things as they come and not try and read too much that happens.
Of course, I can sit here and make a list of all the things that I think have changed about me but at the end of the day I think that list is temporary considering the fact how change is constant in our lives, I could just scratch off all these things tomorrow.
Nasreen
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